Back in Black
About nine months ago I gave up the “plain dress” I’d been wearing for some years. I had gained a lot of weight and most of it no longer fit. Besides, I had stopped having much faith in G-d, people or religion. Though people could not always figure out which group I belonged to, they could instantly pick me out as “religious”… with all the baggage that implied. It was nice to be invisible for a while, and to be able to drop my religious identity at the synagogue door. To paraphrase Judah Lieb Gordon, I was a Jew at home and a woman on the street, albeit a slightly frumpy one.
And then, having nothing my size to wear for the holidays, I found myself having to make the decision I’d been putting off for months. What was my new wardrobe going to be like, now that I wasn’t a Jewishy Quaker? I went to the second-hand shop and bought myself a new white Yom Kippur blouse, but everything else I bought was not just terribly old fashioned….
… it was black.